Ok I think I have given up on Zempt in favour of w.bloggar. I think I like it, hopefully it won't have the same "sudden exit" issue that Zempt did, but lets see what happens. For now it's nice to be back and writing and even nicer for this to be an early summer evening, sitting outside with the laptop and a warm wireless network.

I feel much more me : I can face food and I'm slowly getting a routine back - maybe even a life back. There's no doubt that the sun is what I need I slept outside today, propped up with pillows and the sunday papers spread around me probably looking like the old tramp that I feel but it was good and it went back to something I used to do, what feels a million years ago. Hopefully this time I won't loose that and I can build on it a little.

I feel the need to travel, to go see places close and far and that will mean taking a camera and facing up to some demons there as well. Exactly how that will work out I'm not too sure but with patience I hope well.

On balance it looks OK, some good, some bad but progress on the whole. At the end of a sunny day that's not a bad thing at all.